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Artist // Photography
  • Nov 19
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 14 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
i am 24.
i have danced since i was 5.
i love photographs.
i dance until my toes are bleeding.
i believe music is amazing.
i never leave the house without my ipod.
i watch black & white movies late at night.
i am at home when i am on stage.

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follow me on tumblr therubyshoes.tumblr.com/
watch me dance www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsV3QN…

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music is my boyfriend. after 5 and a half years & a diamond ring i stupidly thought i'd actually make it through life without a broken heart. i used to believe in love. now i'm not even sure if i believe that it's humanly possible for two people to stay together, and be happy without looking for love in someone else. john lennon & the beatles were right, love is all you need, but when you lose it, what are you left with?

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the exquisite pain of wanting someone so unattainable. the more sides i see of you the more i can’t help but think you’re just perfect. i know that i’m writing again about feelings i shouldn’t have; but i’m addicted to you & i can’t give it up. i want to be in your arms forever because it’s the only place where nothing else matters. how do we stop time so we can lay together without the world ever seeing? i’d fold your arms around me so tight & kiss you while i clutched the back of your jumper. to kiss you & have your cheek dry my tears would be as satisfying as the way your hand fell through my hair. did you get that feeling in your chest too, as you kissed the back of my head? forgive me for burying myself on your shoulder, but if i’d have looked at you, you’d have seen those eyes & we both know what would have happened next. my clothes smelt like you & as i pulled my shirt over my head, all i felt was you. if i could only say all the words i wish to tell you, i’d be telling you every day & hoping you’d say it back. they’re on the tip of my tongue & it gets harder all the time to swallow them away. you’ll never quite know just how much i look up to you. you’re my favourite addiction. don’t stop. i just want more.
i don't hate you but i wish i could rip your heart from your chest & squeeze it in the calm of my hand until it hurts as much as mine. i just want to scream at you yet i'm still laying here craving you; wishing you'd just magically appear at my door & admit that you still need me. i need your smile that warms me up in the mornings, i need your loveable laugh when i say something that isn't really funny but you laugh at it anyways. i need your favourite t-shirt to sleep in & for my bed sheets to smell like you. i miss the way you look at me with those eyes that say so much. you just have to mumble one word and i realise how much comfort the so
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i don't know whether to come back or not. i want to...i just don't feel like any of my photographs are anything special anymore. i guess i haven't been in a very happy place lately, maybe that's why.
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i guess that no matter hard you try to run from the past while convincing everyone you're okay; it all eventually catches up with you. i've felt lonely, but never quite as lonely as being in the back of an ambulance with no phone or no ones hand to hold. it was the longest 30 minutes of transit in my life. i suppose we all need a wake up call eventually?
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Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday Kellie  :iconshinyheartplz:

and Hope Your Birthday Will Be Oz-Some 

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and Sending Loving Y.O.U.

A Biggest Lovable Scarecrow Hug for Your Birthday

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Lovable Scarecrow Kiss on Your Loving Cheek

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& Loving Roses for Your Birthday :iconrosesplz:

 

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Happy Birthday!
Hi there Ruby... I have just browsed through your wonderful gallery, and loved all your photos - you have such a graceful presence in all of them, and the soft colors add an extra element of beauty!
Whilst browsing your dA profile, I couldn't help but notice your devID info and felt very sad to read about about your past relationship and how hurt you must have felt... I also read one of your journals too where you said you were ugly. Please, please don't ever think that of yourself!! It is normal to criticize yourself when a relationship ends, but you are beautiful, inside and out, and don't let anyone make you think otherwise.
I know I don't know you personally, but I can relate to you in a small way. I recently went through heart break with an awful abrupt ending of a relationship... I was so shocked, confused, hurt, sad, angry... everything under the sun. But it does get better, I promise you that. Remember that love doesn't only come from a partner, it comes from your family and friends too. The support you have from everyone around you will help you get through it. Let time heal the pain, and let people in your life again.
I completely understand that you don't feel as inspired to keep creating art, but you have such a wonderful talent that it would be a very sad thing to waste. And we definitely need more creative Australian photographers on dA! Do it for yourself, not for anyone else- photographer should be an outlet of your emotions. Show all the feelings you have through it, I guarantee you will find your inspiration again.

I hope this message cheers you up if you do need cheering up, and please don't stop taking photos! :heart:
thank you so much for this message. it's nice to be reminded every now & then that i'm not the only one in the world who feels the way i do sometimes. i'm sorry you had a bad time with a relationship too, but it sounds like you've come out of it all very strong minded by your advice... thank you so much again, means alot!!!! and i won't stop taking photographs :) x
Nice gallery!!